Now do you see?

[Bloody_Shadows_666]

I remember when we met, it was sweet
Had you remembered I would have never shed a tear
That was very dear to my heart
Should I have ever belived the words you spoke?
Right from the depths of my heart?
I knew this was only the start
You said I was the only one
Was I merely kept around for your fucking fun?
Did I mean anything to you?
Tell me Taylor was what we had ture?
Maybe it is my fault
For loving you and always being the one that was there
But hey, I'm fucking glad you laughs
Yet was it worth my expence?
My soul being torn in two, How am I supposed to feel?
I kneel in the rain,knowing it was my fault
You know,all this time I smiled,knowing it was you
How we were supposed to live a happy life,Always be together
But soon didn't it all turn into disaster?
Taylor, I dedicate this poem to you
In which knowing I hope in some way. . .you will hurt too
For my dear love, my time will soon be threw
But before I go I want you to know
I really did love you, I never wanted to let you go
And remember how you said I'd never leave you?
I want you to remember that
As I lay here silently and as I bleed
I want you to look into my eyes once more
Feel my pain and my look of need
Hold me in your arms as I may continue to bleed
May you hear my plead,please just know
I want you to let me go. . .

[Red Hot]

**Red wipes her eyes and hugs Bloody*

This was so touching, Bloody!

[biggizmo54]

ahhhhhhhhhhhh....another soul lost? Mother! May I?

[Bloody_Shadows_666]

yes red,touching. but true none the less

[Red Hot]

I thought such, Bloody.
I am so sorry. Hugs!
I am afraid to love again because my heart has so many scars!

[Bloody_Shadows_666]

thanks. . .it hurts so much

[Red Hot]

I know of your pain Bloody and I sympathize.
I also turn my pain into poetry - it helps me to heal, as you have done.
All I know is that one day, it will get better, I promise you.
It took me over 2 years to get over someone and I am only now trying to seek new companionship - stepping very lightly, of course.
I am here if you need me. PM me anytime.

[biggizmo54]

someone here in the dark...

[Bloody_Shadows_666]

yeah thanks. . .i'll try but i don't think i'll feel better. and you know what? i can't belive he's been doing this for 2 months now when he said i would NEVER lose him. and its 27 days untill my birthday too.

[Red Hot]

**Not intended to insult men just speaking from experience to help Bloody**


Bloody,
Boy have I heard those words before!
I have no idea why they say this and then back out on it.
To make you feel better, many many years ago, my lover told me that I have him now and I don't need my Dad anymore (I moved in with him). When I reminded him of this years later, when the relationship was just plain HELL, he said he never said those words. He did. I swear. :(

[Bloody_Shadows_666]

i hope taylor doesnt get like that :(

[Shadow Master]

Heh... probably won't.
Also, I really liked it.