Bury the Past

[Red Hot]

Lay him to rest
he is no longer the best.

What once was, is no more,
only the future knows what is in store.

He only used me for his own purpose,
he was very much loved and even worshipped.

Block out the images and voices in your head,
it is better to be lonely than hurting instead.

He is not the person I once met
change the sad scenery and I will be set.

His loved has died and all I do is cry
End this pain and tell him goodbye.

[iScreamUscreamWeAllScream]

Great poem! Now that is what you need to do! In that poem.

"Can a moral man maintain his moral code in an immoral world?"
-Mordechai(Uprising)

[Red Hot]

Easier said than done.
For an update, I came to the conclusion I argue alot because I get his attention that way. When I am sweet and kind, he ignores me and when I call him names and fight, I get his attention. We discussed this today and made ammends.

[fuzzypinkbunnies13]

well what happened? are you gonna be ok?

Some call it stalking. I call it LOVE!

[Red Hot]

I give up!
I caught him on line for a long time and he said he was checking emails - no way is that true unless he is cheating on me with someone else. He has an eye infection and said he was not going to be on the computer and he did not find me on line. He answered my emails and logged off.
I told him off and then unsent them.
I think somehow I need to be strong and win him over by being all sweet and nice and just let him contact me. When he gets all comfy with me again, I can get even and tear his heart to shreds.
Anyone have any opinion on this?
I gave him my heart and he keeps ripping it to shreds. I am a loving person and there is no need for this.
I thought we talked things over today but he is just a USER!

[demonchild1804]

then quit with him. u dont need anyone. Stop torturing yourself and let it all go.

I've got you where i want you now.On your knees I make you bow.
I killed your god and ate his face. Then took his body to my secret place.

[Red Hot]

He is giving me a nervous breakdown.
I keep catching him in lies and he lies that he is lying!
I sent him sweet friendly emails and then he keeps logging off after he answers me!
I do not deserve this. Why lie to me, why?
I was nice and kind and sweet and he answers then log off, logs on, logs off, etc. He said he was making calls. No way - his responses were 2 mins apart - he can't make a phone call in less than that!
I am having a nervous breakdown.

[evillilbabe81450]

i had a guy that lied to me before so i know how it feels.

If you're gonna make a mistake, make it a big one.

[Red Hot]

I think men are preconditoned to lie all the time. I have 2 in my life who do this constantly. I give upon both of them. I deserve better than that!

But I spell you love and still you do not hear.

[evillilbabe81450]

my boyfriend doesn't lie to me anymore. I went up to him and told him not to lie and to tell me the truth about everything and he did and now he doesn't lie to me because i can tell when he is lying and stuff. I don't trust him yet but it is getting better now!

If you're gonna make a mistake, make it a big one.

[biggizmo54]

he that lies has more than the truth to hide...if the truth be revealed, what left is there in his misery?

ophidian_rising2000
...when the Gates of Hell open, only then will you see the "TRUE DRAGON"...

[evillilbabe81450]

yeah!!

If you're gonna make a mistake, make it a big one.

[Red Hot]

Deep, biggizmo, really deep.

But I spell you love and still you do not hear.

[evillilbabe81450]

yup

If you're gonna make a mistake, make it a big one.