Tears of a Rainbow [Archive]

biggizmo54

03-03-2005, 01:27 PM

Falling into the depths of my own heart
I feel the oceans of anguish
You've caused me to be blue.

We laughed and sailed together each year.
That made others green with envy.

I've learned to fear when you come near me now.
The yellow runs through my veins...oh, how a woman can humble even the strongest heart.

I was truly burning with desire for so long...
'til the news came while I was away.
Now, I only see red where there was silver and gold.

As the sun sets, my heart paints a picture of fiery orange...this is where my tears mix.

I can see your violet eyes...looking at me,
laughing at me...haunting.
They stain my rainbow.

Ophidian...2004

ophidian_rising2000
...when the Gates of Hell open, only then will you see the "TRUE DRAGON"...

Red Hot

03-03-2005, 01:39 PM

Intense and full of emotion.

iScreamUscreamWeAllScream

03-03-2005, 02:57 PM

Wow

biggizmo54

03-03-2005, 03:52 PM

thanx...Nastya dumped me!

ophidian_rising2000
...when the Gates of Hell open, only then will you see the "TRUE DRAGON"...

Red Hot

03-04-2005, 06:07 AM

I thought that was what happened. I am terribly sorry your heart is broken. You can always chat with me or anyone else on this forum to help you heal.

schizoCuRsEgirl.erghh

03-04-2005, 02:20 PM

same here- im young yet tragic- my heart is also shattered! im here too.

*Do I wear you out
You must wonder why I'm relentless and all strung out
I'm consumed by the chill of solitary*

omen_flower

iScreamUscreamWeAllScream

03-04-2005, 05:09 PM

We are here to cushion you from pain! :p

biggizmo54

03-06-2005, 02:01 AM

Thanx every 1...I think I'll pull out of this area for awhile...I don't want to give you the impression I am weak or depressing...She was a model in Russia and I couldn't have asked for more beauty...both in looks and her heart...she just couldn't wait for five months to get together with me...someone else will enter my life...I am sure of it...

ophidian_rising2000
...when the Gates of Hell open, only then will you see the "TRUE DRAGON"...

schizoCuRsEgirl.erghh

03-06-2005, 08:27 AM

a guy like you? they'll be falling at your feet in no time, biggi.

*Do I wear you out
You must wonder why I'm relentless and all strung out
I'm consumed by the chill of solitary*

omen_flower

Red Hot

03-06-2005, 08:41 AM

We are all here for you, biggizmo54. I wanted to leave this place for a while too but I was talked out of it.
No one will think you are weak or depressing.
Broken hearts HURT and it takes time to heal.
Please come back so we can ease your pain.

iScreamUscreamWeAllScream

03-06-2005, 09:04 AM

I like guys who write poetry! Besides, no one thinks you're weak.

biggizmo54

03-08-2005, 09:35 AM

I read that!

ophidian_rising2000
...when the Gates of Hell open, only then will you see the "TRUE DRAGON"...

Red Hot

03-08-2005, 10:09 AM

I miss your posts, biggizmo!

schizoCuRsEgirl.erghh

03-08-2005, 11:45 AM

hey biggi...looks like you got yourself an admirer... ;)

(*)(*)(*)god made boys. satan didnt. *@<become a satanist today!>@*(*)(*)(*)

omen_flower

iScreamUscreamWeAllScream

03-08-2005, 01:34 PM

Who?

"Can a moral man maintain his moral code in an immoral world?"
-Mordechai(Uprising)

biggizmo54

03-09-2005, 09:42 PM

just couldn't stay away...is it my dark heart or is it that I crave the the dungeons?
An admirer...awwww...shuuuucckkkkks......I am just all abashed!
Red....Posting new topic...watch for it!

ophidian_rising2000
...when the Gates of Hell open, only then will you see the "TRUE DRAGON"...

Red Hot

03-10-2005, 04:24 AM

[8)]I am on the look out, biggizmo! (With anticipation![:0])

iScreamUscreamWeAllScream

03-10-2005, 04:07 PM

Who? lol I am so nosy!

"Can a moral man maintain his moral code in an immoral world?"
-Mordechai(Uprising)

biggizmo54

03-10-2005, 10:28 PM

thanx for keeping me into it...this is like a family to me...t
ea
rs of joy....oh please! Send in the clowns!

ophidian_rising2000
...when the Gates of Hell open, only then will you see the "TRUE DRAGON"...

Red Hot

03-11-2005, 03:24 AM

[:o)]Here is your clown, biggizmo!

biggizmo54

03-11-2005, 10:06 AM

Thank you very much...hahahahhahahhehehehehhhhohohohohoh. that just made my day....love it...hahhhhahahahaa

ophidian_rising2000
...when the Gates of Hell open, only then will you see the "TRUE DRAGON"...

Red Hot

03-11-2005, 10:10 AM

I am so glad I can make someone laugh[:p] instead of hating me!:(

biggizmo54

03-11-2005, 10:19 AM

U R there...rn't u?

ophidian_rising2000
...when the Gates of Hell open, only then will you see the "TRUE DRAGON"...

Red Hot

03-11-2005, 10:37 AM

I am where?

biggizmo54

03-11-2005, 10:51 AM

Hiding in the Dark....don't breathe....they'll hear you....

ophidian_rising2000
...when the Gates of Hell open, only then will you see the "TRUE DRAGON"...

Red Hot

03-11-2005, 10:53 AM

Let me die then.

biggizmo54

03-11-2005, 11:09 AM

No way! Close ur eyes...(Imagine)...Reach out into the Dark...you feel a soft, warm, long haired being...you hear a heavy heart beat....climb up on this creature and fly through the night.....Let it take you to a different world to heal...

ophidian_rising2000
...when the Gates of Hell open, only then will you see the "TRUE DRAGON"...

Red Hot

03-11-2005, 11:10 AM

iScreamUscreamWeAllScream

03-11-2005, 04:10 PM

What is going on here? lol I think I found your admirer...lol jk

"Can a moral man maintain his moral code in an immoral world?"
-Mordechai(Uprising)

evillilbabe81450

03-13-2005, 02:59 PM

lol

If you're gonna make a mistake, make it a big one.

biggizmo54

03-16-2005, 12:04 AM

miss screamy...lol...why what makes you think something is going on here?........;)

ophidian_rising2000
...when the Gates of Hell open, only then will you see the "TRUE DRAGON"...

iScreamUscreamWeAllScream

03-16-2005, 01:42 PM

Idk I like seeing people that like each other, not tryin to say anything...But I love romance. heehee

"Can a moral man maintain his moral code in an immoral world?"
-Mordechai(Uprising)

biggizmo54

03-17-2005, 04:35 PM

romance is an ornament which must be shared and worn by two...I am only one

ophidian_rising2000
...when the Gates of Hell open, only then will you see the "TRUE DRAGON"...

iScreamUscreamWeAllScream

03-17-2005, 06:33 PM

Aww, I'm sorry. I hate being single, I must have romance in my life! LoL I am a nut.

"Can a moral man maintain his moral code in an immoral world?"
-Mordechai(Uprising)

Red Hot

03-17-2005, 07:01 PM

I gave up on romance.

iScreamUscreamWeAllScream

03-17-2005, 07:27 PM

You should never give up! But sometimes you find love where you'd least expect...I suppose it sounds cliched, but I believe it.

"Can a moral man maintain his moral code in an immoral world?"
-Mordechai(Uprising)

biggizmo54

03-18-2005, 02:05 AM

why are certain words underlined in this subject? And don't give up Red...somewhere out there...someone is lurking in the dark...waiting to be lit up with YOUR light...

ophidian_rising2000
...when the Gates of Hell open, only then will you see the "TRUE DRAGON"...

biggizmo54

03-18-2005, 02:06 AM

Red Hot

03-18-2005, 04:10 AM

No, my light is burnt. I least expected to fall and I fell flat on my face and my heart is full of so many scars it barely beats anymore.

iScreamUscreamWeAllScream

03-18-2005, 06:55 AM

Your light will be revived in good time and when it does, you'll know. Scars heal, like I said before, try to stay positive! Smile!

"Can a moral man maintain his moral code in an immoral world?"
-Mordechai(Uprising)

Red Hot

03-18-2005, 07:05 AM

It is hard to smile when someone doesn't want me anymore. Makes me feel ugly.

iScreamUscreamWeAllScream

03-18-2005, 09:01 AM

Well you know you're not ugly, so smile! If you smile in a bad situation, it helps you to feel better. Besides, do you want to be wanted by some guy that caused you pain? Someone out there is looking for you, so don't give up on love.

"Can a moral man maintain his moral code in an immoral world?"
-Mordechai(Uprising)

Red Hot

03-18-2005, 09:28 AM

I am giving up it- I don't want it - it was just a lie before anyway.

biggizmo54

03-20-2005, 04:21 AM

You made ME smile!

ophidian_rising2000
...when the Gates of Hell open, only then will you see the "TRUE DRAGON"...

Red Hot

03-20-2005, 09:18 AM

I make you smile NOW but you will get to know me and run away because I am "a volatile evil witch bitch".

schizoCuRsEgirl.erghh

03-20-2005, 11:19 AM

im sorry you've been hurt, red...im glad you find it easy to talk about your problems lots..its better to let it all out.. but miss screamy (queen of the caverns!) and biggi is right..no point in resenting! what happened to the new postive "lets make this site rock" red hot we know and love?
i miss her!

time creeps and hearts bleed...you think you're alone...but shadow, you're a star...

omen_flower

Red Hot

03-20-2005, 01:20 PM

Sorry. I had bad email afternoon with my pal and all I did was see if he was ok and he made me feel like some stalker!
Ok - let this site rock full of happiness and wickedness!

biggizmo54

03-20-2005, 08:20 PM

I was slipping into darkness...think I'll slip into something more comfortable...Send in my clowns....ho ho ho he he he hah hah hah...

ophidian_rising2000
...when the Gates of Hell open, only then will you see the "TRUE DRAGON"...